can you feel my heartbeat?

it's beating for you.

did you know that I sometimes call Young-Gyung "언니"? did you know that she asked me to? do you know what it means?

did you know that I really wanted 9th grade to be the last time I played dodgeball?

did you know that I cheered for Robot Electronics the whole time, just because of 신철?

did you know that I stood and put my right hand over my heart like all the other teachers when they played Korea's national anthem?

did you know that all my favorite students fell down?

did you know that I only like 2PM when my students are dancing to them? did you know that I still only know one of the names of the students in dance club, even though I love them all? did you know that it's the "okay"/"I love you" student? did you know that his name is 마승호? did you know that I still don't know how exactly I should react when he (ridiculously, in very broken English) attempts to flirt with me and convince me to go on a date?

did you know that all my favorite students fell down?

did you know that all my mother hens kick ass at dodgeball?

did you know how frightening some of my students' mothers are when they've formed a circle around you, and they have a ball?

did you know it was cold that day, and none of us bothered to catch students smoking in the bathrooms?

did you know that they encourage me to drink alcohol at any/all school functions?

did you know that that's probably me screaming in the background? did you know that I've started the process of making my application to renew my contract?