the man next to me on line 2 breathing heavily through his nose

1. makkoli and rediscovering my love of Andre 3000

2. "I want to shriek at / any identity / this culture gives me claw it to"

3. panic attack in the subway earlier, maybe because hungry, maybe because

4. "has nothing to / do with me or / my baby and never will"

5. and my principal is nice to me. that's

6. NICE.

7. meet gossip girl #2:

8. but how silly to be comforted by my own voice! as though

• a) I didn't miss the gossip girls like my masturbation hand

• b) I were some sort of constant in my own life!

9. "surely I have the right to say"

10. low for a "woman"